I am so lost right now. Trapped inside my mind. It’s telling me that my life will only get worse. In the past, I had hope and I saw myself walking out of that bathroom alive, still having billion problems to deal with. Now? I can’t even imagine myself waking up tomorrow. I can’t find anything … More I wish these feelings went away…
Only place where I feel safe and secure, is this blog. I really don’t care , that I usually have one like or a view, the only thing that matters is that someone out there will be able to understand me, unlike the people around me. Even the closest ones, they just don’t know me. … More Do I have to study, when I won’t make it until the end of high school if my mental health won’t get better?
I am really really sad right now and it’s because I see how all of my friends are always meeting new guys and dating them soon. They always have boys who are crazy about them. They have many choices and can easily get a boyfriend after breaking up with the previous one. I can’t say, … More What’s going on in my mind
I really can’t understand myself. Sometimes I feel so happy and cheerful, But other times I am really sad and depressed. And I don’t even have reasons for it. I really wanna know why is my mood changing so frequently. Then I can fight the reason and become happy for a long time.
Here comes that feeling again… no matter how hard i try to act like i am happy like I don’t feel empty and numb inside I always face this feeling at the end of the day when I am by myself I don’t get better condition of my soul becomes worse day by day I … More Blog of 18th March